but i will see how it goes...
Relay for life
Saturday, April 19, 2014
What Relay for life means for me?
In fact, it should be a chance to meet community who equally passionate about finding an end of cancer to our lifetime...
It should be time for us to gather together to laugh, cry and creating lasting memories..
Relay for those who mean a whole world to you......
Nevertheless....
Throughout the whole event,
Relay seemed to be an activity that I have to join just because it is annual college event
I even overslept in the afternoon....
And I miss the Luminaria ceremony......
The truth is that silent night while I life walking on track around the luminaria bags and candles
I come to realize I am actually here for something
It is a night dedicated for those who battled for cancer
to relay for my grandma and all
My grandma was the warrior that fight for cancer till the very last moment
We know she will leave us soon or later, with the sparkling hope that miracle will happen
She knows there is no chance
But little did we know that she merely hope that she can hold on to her current condition
till New Year ended
She said that is the least she can do
Till the very end moment, the only thing she cared was all about us...
She wanted to make sure we have a prosperity year, with luck and happiness....
She said she wanted to fight till the end..
She was strong
And I wish I could be just like her
She was beautiful in her heart
I know she had a tough life in her young age
She survived through war with my grandpa,
migrated from China to Malaysia
worked as a mechanics
She always told me that "手停口停" in cantonese
And insisted on she had * 断掌* palm off, so this was her fate
And she might be sad that I inherited that * palm off * as well though I never believe in that
She always insisted on doing things by herself though we hope that she can rest more
The lap around the track seemed long enough for me to reminisce those moments together for 17 years we spent together
I remember we used to stroll around garden compound late at night
I used to be so * jealous* of my grandma that she saw meteor few times but I never though we were looking at the same sky and she was sitting just next to me....
And I always miss her cooking and the aroma that only she can create
And I always hold on to my promise that I will be a good doctor
Thanks for making me feel so loved all the times....
I was quite surprised that I didn't cry that 2 o' clock in the midnight when my dad banged in and told me that she just left..may be I was so mentally prepared that it will happen...
Instead, I stunted.......it was just right after New Year
It was just too soon....
Relay.....
It was the night that every scene just conjured up so vividly in my mind
as in It was just happened yesterday
The first time I saw my dad and my aunt crying.....
I believe Relay for life has been an inspiring journey for me and many others
Thanks for giving me a chance to celebrate lives of people who have battled cancer
remembered love one lost
and fight back against cancer.....
Little Evil Angel
Monday, April 7, 2014
2 and a half years ago, I knew this girl from ＂非死不可＂ and we became roommates. The very first expression on her was " What a hyperactive girl!"
To me, she is stubborn! * same as me* But, cute in her way.....
She always know what is best for herself but still she put others as priority.
Still remember, she know she is sick but still insist on going for CG just because of promises.
To me, she is naive! But, she always know when to do the right thing and she has justice by her side.
She sees the poor, she knows they might cheat on her, but still she gives a penny.
To me, she teases a lot! Bit, deep inside I know she always know the best way to love people.
Sometimes, she find herself weak but I always think that she is a stronger person than what you thought
Because a strong person is not someone who never get hurt
but someone that let everyone enter her life and accept any chance that she might get hurt...
Knowing well that only by open yourself to people, you give people a chance to love and beloved......
And love is the strongest power you have......
God knws well how you touch my life most of the time without even u realizing it!
* never forget mosquito repellent story......
And most importantly....whenever every single action of yours are with good initiative....whatsoever you change, my door will never close for you... because I can always see the best in you and hehe....how can I let go of the *little evil angel*
Start Accepting Stop Expecting
Friday, March 28, 2014
-Accept people and situations the way they are. No-one and no situation is perfect. Accept them anyways. Love your friends, love your situation, love every little thing about your self and your life and accept the shortcomings. In accepting we stop expecting. Expectation only brings about sadness and regret. Both not very happy emotions. No expectation means no regret, no sadness. Acceptance paves the way for immense happiness everyday
Love and share
Thursday, March 27, 2014
Sometimes, you go to where people need you...
The things you do together
The happiness you share
means more than getting things you have lust on....
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