Prove ~

The day you stand up for yourself and tell the others, "I am not aimless or don't care,  just that we are craving for different things, what i want is not just an ephemeral paper of qualification, but i search for inner solace, i want to enter the realm of spirituality, and you will never understand because you aren't me, and i blame myself for my stupidness~ "

i treasure memories the most.............just because you guys are in

Day by day,

I am growing up

Sometimes I tend to buried my past deep inside

Far behind my memory

Because it is too precious to lose

and I treasure it so much

I always wonder when will be the best time for me to sit and just reflect  back

what had happened all those year…..

And think back what had changed me so much

What makes me work so hard to achieve my dream

What hurt me the most until u forget how to cry

What makes me pledge to learn how to love when you are just used to be all alone

Who makes me face the reality and finally broke out to tell just the truth and no lie anymore

What makes you so afraid to lose something that you tell yourself you better not having it from the very beginning

Who is the one that never abandoned you and stepped in front of you whatever so happened

Who is the one that give you  the instinct they are your friends forever in the first sight

Who makes you crazier day by day

Who touched your heart just by one word

Who makes you stay awake overnight to just think of what happened to you

Who make an agreement for a journey to desert with you though it might take more than just years to achieve

Who is what you call bro and sis

There are so much more and more

And most importantly, what makes you realize you  can lose everything but not friends

I born as a child with nothing

Just like anyone else

Then I learn

I scared

I cried

I escaped

I hide all your feeling from other acknowledgement

Realizing how weak I am

I know I can never live alone

I need one thing and I can abandoned all others

I always said I treasure memories the most

But without awesome friends and family and even my dog with me

The memories means nothing to me

I treasure memories

And there is only one reason

Because you guys are in…..