Visit to Old Folk's Home

     This wasn’t the first time I went to old folk’s Home but this time I underwent different experience ,mainly because i don't know why but i just felt that  people here were not as cheerful as the  elderly i went to visit last time.I felt that they were not happy with their life here.They don’t really make friends with each other but they suffered in their own world.Most of them are facing the same problem,they have not much trust on others.In another word, they don't open their heart and let others go into their life,because thay are afraid to love people.One the way back, i heard senior discussing something about IF OU ARE OPENING YOU HEART TO LOVE SOMEONE, YOU ARE OPENING YOUR HEART FOR SOMEONE TO HURT YOU TOO .And it explains somthing.......so try not blaming someone when they are acting so that you think they are arrogant, just that they have a protection in their heart to get rid of everything that might injure them.....try to embrace them with love......

....The first lady I was trying to communicate with,erm….seem like not really enjoying my accompany(sad to say but yeah, it is truth that i failed to walk into her life).Since she did the surgery on the cornea,she became blind as she has diabetes.After talking to her, I understand that she is so depressed that she can’t feel any hope in her life.I don’t really know how to console her but she seems like trying to get rid of me,kinda sad.There are also talkative and cheerful one and I felt sorry somehow because you know I really can’t help much.So, thousands of question popped out of my head.Should I just go there ,sing with them,have fun with them,let them feel happy even for a day?(but I don’t really know did I do that or in another way)?This way seem to be irresponsible though.or should I go there and listen to them,understand their problem and encourage them?But still I don’t really know what can I do for them.So,conclusion s that I don’t really know what I can do for them but come to see the one around you.Do u think it will be possible the same thing just happen to your parents?the one you love?the one you even swear to that you will protect them and accompant them forever?So, try to understand them, what they actually want from you, sme may just want you to be happy and able to be independent.Then you can have your own life  and they will be grateful too as you are fine.But some will like your accompany,your love to the.So, try not to disappoint them.I know every people got different perception.So, the best way is to have good communication with everyone but not just your parents, understand their needs and give your love to them as love can give you power and strength.No one will get sad and ignorant to u for no reason.They choose to keep their mouth shut,they choose to express everything in an opposite way,they said they don’t care about whatever so happens anymore ,but THEY DO….JUST THAT WE FORGET TO USE OUR HEART TO LISTEN THEIR WORDS……

Feeling after visit to Crisis Home

        After a visit to the Crisis Home, I get to know more about the knowledge of HIV  or AIDS and I suppose everyone do.It is a truth that people tend to keep a distance from people who are HIV positive just because we don’t have sufficient knowledge on HIV/AIDS. And yeah, they should be afraid of us rather than we afraid of them as their immune system are weaker.And it was surprisingly that they are so enthusiasm and wow, we had fun together.It was quite unbelievable when you refresh back that you just had a wonderful night with them and realize that hey, they are just normal human being as us.Why abandoned them?and why push them away from us when they NEED us.So, the only thing we can do now is to spread the knowledge  to as many people as possible so that there won’t be a boundary that keeps each other apart just because we don’t KNOW, we don,t ASK and end up as we don’t CARE .They are human being like everyone of us living here.While we still have the abilities, why don’t we us do something to them.Not really a big one but a small act to show our concern will do the best.Treat them as your family, love them, show our caring to them, visit them more frequently so that they won’t feel lonely, and lastly the most important things, tell the society more information about HIV and AIDS.Let everyone know that someone is waiting there to be embrace and accepted to be part of their family……..no discrimination ,no stigma….just love….they are part of us and we live as one…….

treat today as a gift!

the future is mystery and
the past is history
but today is a gift.

That is how we call it

so no fear for your future
and no regret for your past
so it wont destroy your joy,fun and frolic for present~

you don't have to be a perfectionist! but you have to know who you are by asking yourself more

we learn how to cool growing question
evolve around our career
academics
and personality
as the years gone

and we learn about
we arent the creme de la creme
in all aspect
when we get to acknowlegde more people~

you aren't doing nothing when you think, but you are growing up mentally

~don't underestimate the value of doing nothing or just go along with,
listening to thing that u can't hear or not bothering with~

don't be despondent by what you have to do now

~the best way to appreciate your job is to imagine urself without one~

appreciate what you have

~We come to forget
 happiness
 doesn't come by getting something we dont have
 but rather recognizing and apprecating what we have~

the book records every single details that teach me how to be stronger and build up who i am today

how to adopt your dream?
how to procure to success?
i want to transcribe a book about everything that happens in my life
~a book in my mind
~a book for me myself to read through
~juz me~